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Tuesday, 13 November 2007

  • Has it really been 4 months since i updated? Wow. I'm such a xanga-loser.

    Life is...intense right now. Work is intense. Josh's school is intense. Church is intense. and my inner-life is intense (walk with the Lord). It just feels like everything, all my emotions, all the situations I deal with, they are all right at the surface and in big bold colors. Some of those colors are beautiful, but nothing is dull or subdued. Life is raw right now.  Everyday is a battle, but sometimes I feel like I'm fighting it with a plastic toy sword and a cape made out of a beach towel.

Tuesday, 15 May 2007

  • Sometimes there are days when the variety factor of things that happen seems to be exponentially higher than other days and it's shocking in the truest sense of the word. You are unable to process emotion or really know what you think. So you just keep moving through the weird day, only processing later when you finally let your emotions out about completely unrelated things. Well, maybe you don't.

    Today I was scared and angry and bored and frustrated and happy, not in that order. I was fine at work and on the way home. But then I got here and I started feeling all of those things, even though the situations that caused them were resolved and gone. At least it showed me my heart.

     

Thursday, 10 May 2007

  • I found my phone. It was in my purse the whole time. I searched that little thing 6 times.
    Ridiculous.

    I spent all day organizing my desk. It felt good.

    Going to see Rachel this weekend. yea!


Wednesday, 02 May 2007

  • Bad news, good news

    Hello Friends.

    Bad news: I lost my cell phone, with all of the phone numbers I had in it. poop.

    Good news: I had just ordered a new one (free upgrade thing) two days before so I already have a new one! yea!

    But I still don't have anyone's number, except the few I have memorized, which is pretty much just family. If you know my number (I don't want to post it for everyone), would you mind just texting me or something with your number so I can program it into the new phone? Or you could call... I miss talking to so many of you!

    If you would like, just email me at my pbu account. It's just the first initial of my name, full last name @pbu.edu (for instance jdoe@pbu.edu)

    thanks :)

Saturday, 28 April 2007

  • I think I've gotten out of the habit of airing my life here. Here's the quick version:

    1) Chorale Tour -- just got the last place booked yesterday... they leave in a week. Some stress has ensued from this, but I'm elated. Davey, you'll be interested to know that that they're staying at Washington Bible College on Tuesday. No concert, just sleeping. But at least you'll see your friends! (maybe they'll sing for you if you ask nicely...)

    2) Work has taken a larger portion of my life than necessary, or even healthy, as of late, but this season is soon drawing to a close. This is exciting to me.

    3) Rachel's recital in 2 weeks. I'm so excited to actually go see one of my friends. I get to bump into some of you sometimes, but it will be nice to have a purposeful visit. post-college friendship is so awkward to me. Well, I'm awkward at friendship as it is (at least it feels awkward to me, I just don't think I'm that good at it, even though I love it so much), but not seeing anyone has been so isolating. I feel so old.

    4) this is sounding so pessimistic. bah. this was not intended.

    5) i LOVE the part of my job where I get to help students through the audition process. I want them all to come. the end.

    6) I just did my nails. I do them about twice a year. It makes my fingers feel plastic, but I guess they look ok. Yea for being a girl sometimes.

    7) I'm going to bed. I'm going to turn into a pumpkin soon if i don't.

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